So it’s been awhile, quite a while since I wrote in here. I haven’t been on the computer in like a month. I am at school right now, mom wants me to start writing my 12 page history report I have yet started, who else thinks this book is totally retarded. this report is driving me crazy –yanks out hair-. so right now I am a paragraph into the report and I am already out of ideas. so schools like a week away, damn, I am so not ready to go back. I will miss working, when school starts I can only work weekends –tear- no money. this weekend Megan asked me to go to her cabin on the lake and go tubing. why the hell not I want to have one last day of fun. but I am scared that I will get bit by a snake, you know they live in trees… I went school shopping and bought folders, guess what’s on them…..KITTIES….I love kitties. speaking of kitties, my kitties are angry because we got a new pet in the family, hee hee it’s a RAT. my brother wanted a hedgehog, so I got him a rat, same thing right? I went to the pet store wanting a hamster and the lady was all like “hamster are very aggressive and bite a lot.” I was frightened and asked if there was anything else I could get, like a cat or something. she goes “ rats are great pets” I thought she was joking so I said “gross.” I don’t think she liked me much. so I was like ok and then bam she whips out a rat and puts it on my shoulder. I screamed like a sissy girl. It hid in my hair, you can say I had rats in my hair, hee hee what a funny joke…well anyway. so to end the story I got the rat and other things 82 dollars for that damn thing. the rat is like a hamster only with an icky tail that wraps a round you. it poked me in my eye once. Ryan named it Ben, I wanted to name it Willard. It’s so funny seeing the cats waiting outside his door..ohh you know what they want. Ben has a huge ball, hee hee running ball, mom told us to watch out because it will roll down the stairs, that will be a sight to see. dude I have a spider bite on my boob, I think its poisonous. perverted spider, it makes me embarrassed, it’s so itchy I don’t know I am scratching my boob in front of customers. silly me look at the time. well I must be off I’ll write so more about my adventures. time to spell check, there are a lot red marks.
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To Jessica with love,
So today in 3rd Jessica, Megan, and I where talking about a whole lot of things, like sex changes, masturbation and then the word G-spot can up. We spent quite a while to get a real definition. So, I came home and look it up on dictionary. Com, so here it is….
Main Entry: G–spot
Pronunciation: 'jE-"spät
Function: noun
: a mass of tissue that is held by some physiologists and specialists in human sexual behavior to exist in the anterior vaginal wall and to be highly erogenous but whose existence and function are doubted by others because of insufficient objective evidence called also Grafenberg spot
Funny stuff, now everyone knows the real definition. Have a nice day.
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| Date: | 2005-05-12 17:03 |
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| Security: | Public |
| Mood: |  cheerful | | Music: | feel good inc. by the gorillaz |
Yeah, I did it. I now aloud to drive by myself, scary thought huh! So I passed my driver test but boy, I was sooo extremely nervous. I had the mean lady for my tester people told me about her. I guess just b/c I am a Templet makes her be nice to me. I only bumped the curb on the parallel park twice, yet I didn’t fail. I’ve been happy all day, and to make it better I made a 100 on Forrest's test, without cheating! Life has been simple, a week and four days left of school!! I cant wait to get out I am tired of school but hell if I am not at school I am at work -tear-. I wish to be a bum when I grow up b/c I hate to work, except the paycheck, it’s nice. Or maybe I’ll marry so rich guy and he mysteriously dies. -sigh- I have to make my campaign poster for being vice-president, I hope ppl will vote for me or I’ll cry. Well, if I don’t win I’ll still be on the advisory board. I don’t know what I am goin to do for summer except go to Ohio June 10, but I don’t know if that will be fun any more. Since, I am becoming a third wheel all of a sudden, and it’s pissing me off. Don’t worry I will talk with her soon. So, I guess all. I have left to say is well, HA HA I have my license.
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so i get to go take my driver's test in the morning. i am scared and worried about it. i take it at 9am. wish me luck or i will cry if i fail.
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Hey how’s everybody doing. My life has been fine. I’ve missed the past 3 days of school to go to my grandmothers funeral. It was fun…..well, that sounds wrong I had a fun time after the funeral. Well, anyway, I’ll tell you what I did.
Day one
So Monday I left school at non and got home to dress up. Well, like every other family trip we FOUGHT, like no other mother yo. So we bitched at each other all the way up, I slept like an hour. I got there and the viewing was happening. I saw the body of my grandma, creepy, mom cried. I was dragged into conversations with people I didn’t know. all I wanted to do is go shopping at the new mall…yeah,yeah I know that’s mean but still. Finally my cousin came. One, my age and the other is 13 both boys. I saved the 13 year old, Matt, by catching him in mid air as my sister pulled the seat from him. Then my whore coz. Came and I was like nooo. -beeoch-she’s a whore and she’s younger than me. I tried to run away but she caught me and asked if I could stay the night at her house. Well, you see my father only got one room at the holiday inn and 5 of us in 1 room is not nice. I choose holiday inn but it worked out for me fine, all I had to do is cry in the Pizza Hut to get a 2nd room -score-. The hotel had a pool inside and I had to watch my sibling swim b/c they cant be trusted, so they send me. Lucky for nick was day there, the older brother to Matt. I remember as a child we were best friend, now that he has hit puberty he hates me. But we talked for 2 hours about everything it was fun. We decided to leave b/c we could’ve been poisoned but all the chlorine in the air.
Day two
the service happened. I sat in the second row with my sister. I didn’t like the minister who talked, he was too country. Then some guy sang and I busted out laughing b/c his voice was so funny. My mother shhed me. Then the baby started crying and I laughed more. Gezzz I am bad at funerals. My mom had a nice speech. Finally we ended up at my granddad house to talk. I ended up watching the boys wrestle on the floor and this creepy girl kept on talking to me, I guess she was blood related. Nick and Matt left that night and I was sad. I woke up around 2 in the morning, worried I guess about KiKi, who decide to run away before we left to got o Indiana. I was standing in the bathroom for awhile then went to sleep.
Day Three
I got to sleep in till 11 that morning b/c the service was at 3. Mom took the car in to a shop b/c it was going crazy. Went to the mall with my aunt and I had fun. It was 30 when we went to bury my grandma. So it only took 5 min. three of those minuets where pray, which I didn’t know. I came home round 7 and called for KiKi he called back and we were reunited.
BACK TO SCHOOL
it felt like a Monday coming back, but people said they missed me and it was quite without me. I guess I am loved and loud. I did miss a lot of work and gossip. I was super mad in the morning b/c Erin told me paddy thought mean things against me. But I felt better after I told this to Alice, who told everyone else. I really don’t care Erin and I will always be friend FOREVER. I was glad that I got to talk with Erin afterschool. I know Paddy didn’t like me, and sometimes I really don’t like him, he annoys me and Erin feel it. I like the boy but some times I just want to send a chlorine gas cloud after him. -lol- but I was very nice to him after school today and Erin noted it. I am proud, I guess I should give the kid a second chance. -teehee-
eight days till break -score like a rug- . Megan I think is mad at me for reading my A significant friend, and well Erin with it and Megan was pissed I could tell. I am sorry Jessica about leaving her with you again I have to go see African jumpy people for a field trip. So I’ve only been to school for 1 whole school day. Well I am tired and it will take me an good hour to fix all of these spelling errors in this
Write to you later loves.
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| Date: | 2005-02-28 19:52 |
| Subject: | Biotch |
| Security: | Public |
| Mood: |  depressed | | Music: | Modest Mouse |
So...I haven't responded in awhile, mostly b/c Satan is on my computer, damn viruses. My life up to this point, well… pointless. I been driving a lot, my teacher said I am pretty good, for the spaz that I am. School sucks like usual, doing well though, Megan gets on my last nerve nothing new. Next year gonna be hard with the class’s I have -damn-. -sigh- everyone is growing up, I am stuck in a ditch, I apparently cant get out of. Mom’s worried about me, since I haven’t had a boyfriend in awhile, at least my high school years, dont get me wrong I love me some guys. So mothers up to her usual tricks, getting boys to try to date me, it doesn’t work. Now she has gone over board, she really wants me to go to one of the proms, she has already plan everything, she even got an eye on the boy I need to go with, I dont even know the guy. I know the kid wont like me and that’s ok I dont mind, it wouldn’t feel right since my mom planned it. Tara said that my mom already has my wedding planned also, I told her that I need a boyfriend before I get married…then again I could buy a husband, like from Russia. I wish it would snow more, I dont want to go to school I feel depressed, my grandma’s dying , my mom is taken quite badly, she was up late last night cleaning, I guess she’s depressed also, look at me pouting over not having a boyfriend. Like I said earlier people are growing up like, my friends, one in particular, just snatched her a man tonight, I am really happy for her, but will this change our friendship, I dont want to be stuck with Megan FoReVeR. Maybe I would ask a guy friend to go on a double date with them it would be fun.. I guess…. , I want to be head of the house, Erin said I am too strong, I agreed with her and added that I would be lonely b/c of that, she said "men want you to be in the kitchen." I wonder if that happens too be true? Should I lower myself just to find love? Then again I am only 16, what do I know about relationships, still, when girls call your house asking for your brother for a date, it does get depressing. I have crush’s on guy’s but I am too afraid to ask, I dont want to be rejected. Mom said that boys dont ask b/c they are afraid to be rejected also, and I should "get off my ass and ask guys out or I am goin to grow up to be a lonely old hag forever." Thanks mom self-esteem is at a all time high today. ….8:30 bout time, I been bored today until Erin called bored also, but time seems to be slower, -sigh- I guess I’ll go do my homework, mom just yelled for me to do it. I’ll back later, if Satan lets me get on, see ya’ll
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so, today mom found out that she passed her national board. she be rolling in the bling- bling. so today hasn’t been to bad and daddy was nice he brought mommy flowers and balloons. but, daddy had to take the balloons back b/c ppl my be allergic. COME ON, oh nos the killer balloon. but we should be going out to eat. I hope it’s Chinese. I cant wait for the weekend I am goin up with Erin to con I am happy. well, mom just got back I must be off.
lots of love
ps. Erin I have something IMPORTANT to tell you. It involves big changes. –it’s not a baby-
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| Date: | 2004-11-15 19:37 |
| Subject: | I love my hair |
| Security: | Public |
| Mood: |  drained | | Music: | dad''s yelling at me |
So, life has been normal.. at least normal to me, meaning everyone is mad at each, gossip every
where, and the daily stress. I am watching CSI and I am too tried to do my ungodly amounts of
homework. So, I donated my hair Saturday, yeah 11 inches. I was really nervous getting it cut b/c I have
never had it so short before. I asked the stylist to give me a emo hair cut and she looked at me funny. So, I
explained it to her. So, my hair is pretty short, but the best part is that I got emo bangs. Though I have to
get use to brushing them out of my face. Today I got praised for my hair. I agree it looks nice. Some
people even said they didn’t notice me until they saw my face. -what is my face that ugly- . oh no Ryan is
yelling at my dad nothing new. I have training Thursday, Wednesday, and the weekend, for my build-a-
bear job. Yeah, job I am not sure feel about that. I am happy that I have one but what about my social life.
Social life? I do have somewhat of one. Speaking of my social life AIM wont let me on to my account so I
cant talk to anyone. I hope mom gets someone to fix this damn thing or I’ll blow up. I dont feel like eating
to day. Really I dont feel like doin anything I guess I feel depressed. It’s one of those days. But I will feel
a lot better when it’s Friday b/c I am goin to con. Well, I am bored of this so I guess I’ll go dry my hair or
it will be fuzzy and not emo. I should get highlights during thanksgiving.
Lots of Love
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Don’t you love gossip!! School’s is one big gossiping balloon. So, I’ve learned my mom is a sex fiend..….Well, that’s something new. My mom would call someone a whore rather than saying "date them all." But I see where you’re coming, she needs a leash most of the time. I suggest you talk to her about your problems, she cant fix anything either with big words or chocolate. Friends only create more problems, gossip wise. I hope you feel better emotionally.
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| Date: | 2004-10-27 17:28 |
| Subject: | -sigh- |
| Security: | Public |
| Mood: |  dirty | | Music: | mommy is talking |
wow, I haven’t written in here in forever… let me catch you up….
For the week off I went to Gatlinburg and it rained for 4 days. the good part was that I got to go go-carting a lot, I mean a lot, that’s what I did most of the time. I did go shopping at an outlet mail. the old navy part was soo cool 2 pairs of pants cost less than getting one at a regular old nary. so, I got lots of clothes and I was happy. only, when ever we go on family vacations. we fight for the entire trip. it was funny my mom told my bro that he was going into consoling if he threw another raging argument. he threw my god-like shoes, chucks at me and he was yelling. I bet the ppl next to us heard all of this. so then when drove the 6 hours back. then I got my permit, finally after a month. and slept for the rest of the week.
My new addition to the family, KiKi, is doing fine, although he still is very congested. my big cat seems to be ok with him now. they wrestle and r very loud. Cate’s cat is very angry. he hiss’s and growls like a mad man. if he hissed on u, u would be soaked. –the joy of being a cat owner- when I am old I am going to build a house just for kitties, I’ll be the crazy old lady with billons of cats.
now, I am at school waiting for my mom to copy things. later I am going to get a pumpkin and I think I am going to carve jack, for nightmare before Christmas in it. then also today I have too started setting up the haunted house for the naborhood. Erin is coming over sat to do that. Yeah, Halloween is coming I cant wait ONLY, if I do bad on my math test, I will be grounded for the long weekend and I am not aloud to trick or treat I am very sad so I wont say anything to jinks me. I had gym today and I did something really embarrassing. so, we were learning how to play volleyball, and to get in a group of 3. so, it was Megan Sarah and me and we were play against Josh K, Joey R, and Aaron. Yeah, I am not too happy about that since they like to make fun of ppl. so we were playing and I was amazed me ability to play so well. I hit all the balls, but missed two b/c the other girls got it. so, my embarrassing moment, well not so embarrassing I think it’s funny. josh hit the ball and I douve for it and half falling, slid on my knees and missed it and it bounce off the floor and HIT me in the face, my nose. I was laugh quite hard and everyone asked if I was ok. BUT, when someone gets hurt and it’s quite of Ur fault you say you’re sorry. I know it wasn’t josh’s fault but if it was me who hit it I would say it. I guess he’s too cool for apologizing. one day he has to wake up and see that being cool gets you no where. but I laughed it off and had fun the rest of the block. I got an extra point on my grade for trying to get the ball. the only problem about PE is that Your VERY sweating after it and I have it for 3rd so I smell during 4th but I don’t think it matters I sit next to all boys and the smell worse.
guess what time it is NICOLE’S COMPLAING TIME
so, Megan is getting on my nerves again no biggi this time she is bragging that she might get a horse I said MIGHT , she brings in all of this info on a damn horse it’s sooo silly. I told her she was wasting her money that she should get a car instead at least that can take you to the mall.
also, today in gym Megan hit the ball into the bleachers and asked me to go get it. I asked her y and she said she was too scared to go ask the teacher to go up there to get it. so I walk up the stairs and the bleachers where pushed back so if u fall broken bones. so I pass the gate and cling to the rail. and it was soo far up I was scared but I got it.
well, I have to go mommy is back. soon I will have a background.
talk to you later
ps. SORRY ERIN M. I DIDN’T UNDERSTAND THAT I HAD TO HELP YOU TODAY. FORGIVE ME.
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| Date: | 2004-10-16 18:23 |
| Subject: | It's a BOY!!!!!!!!! |
| Security: | Public |
| Mood: | relieved | | Music: | my heart beat |
we get to keep the kitty. He, yes it is a boy, is 1 pound. b/c we found him under a bush of course he was goin to be sick. we took him to the vet this morning. the doc said he had a upper respatory problem, "a cold" and had ear mites. but we got meds for that so hopefully he'll feel better. well i am goin to waverly hills tonight so gotta go. sry erin about not goin to twice told. love
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Wow, what a night. i went to the football game with Erin and christin. we had fun yelled a ppl, bobbykins, and wacthing hot guys. beat each other up. then i had to drop erin off but FIRST we had to go to wal-mart, had funlooking around.
There is this tree next to taco bell where this huge famliy of cats live. my famliy likes to feed them, so we bought food at wal-mart. going to feed them we see this tiny black KITTEN. i feel in love so we spent 15min catchin it. my mom lost her 16year old black cat 2 years ago. so now we have a black kitten but it's not ours intill we get it to the vet to make sure its ok. but i did name it KiKi after kiki's delivery service which has a cute black cat in it.
what i mean by the title it is funny that i got this cat b/c for my 13th b-day i got a rabbit and a week later it died, daddy said it needed a bath and went into shock. afer the rabbit died i was depessedso that weekend mom brought home a box and my kitty was in it. back then he fits in your palm, now he is is 3 and he is a happy cat. he was found abandon under a bush. this time i had 18 fiah at the beggin of the week now i hav 1 fish and i am depressed, but now i have a new cat. well, i hope i do. well have to go to bed
pls pray
loves
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yeah, finally we got a week off and i need it. stress was buliding so i kind of broke down. i was tearing up during lunch b/c of my math grade and how i did bad on my econ final. i feel silly when i cry at school but i couldnt help it. so that friday plan is off, mom couldnt give me a ride. so we're goin tommrow. in 4th i was hyper and 2nd we watch this moive on bateri. from now on i am briong a toothbrush and soap with me. seeing ppl sneeze is discusting i was goin to throw up. my friend has been giving me alot of attitude and i dont know y. well i am tired and cold. so see u around.
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wow, i havent been on in like forever. my life has been ok i guess, i cant wait till the weekoff comes. i really need it... i am upset b/c i am 1 point away from a B in math. i hate math more than anything else exsept dinosar. but it dosent matter. friday i am goin to the waverly hills sanatorium, with a guy friend, no its not a date. were goin as friends i asked others to go but they said they were to afraid. am i not aloud to go with other friends out to place and heaven forbit it be a guy.then i hope i get to go shoping for my halloween costum. yeah.... i had 18 fish at the beging of the week and now i has 3 -sigh- dead fish. i am surprise that my tolet isn't plugged lol. well i dont feel like writeing so talk to u later
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i guess i am haveing another good weekend first, sat i get to go to the rover and party. -heehee- and the sun i go to dracula and get scread so ill pee befor i go to the play. anyway i was bored i will write more later tonight...loves
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| Date: | 2004-10-05 23:06 |
| Subject: | i got flame chucks!!!!! |
| Security: | Public |
| Mood: |  enthralled | | Music: | the chucks are singing sweet songs into my ears |
i am sooo happy i got flamed chucks...
they are so pretty only my are all the whit epart is black... -heehee- have a good night
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wow, sunday already ihad a very cool weekend and i am in the mood to tell all of you. So, friday Erin came over -nothing new- to go fish shoping. i got a fish tanks last weekend and needed fish so i bought 2 angel fish and 3 fancy tail and 3 spaz fish. and stuff to make the tank pretty. after that we walked around and talked about peeps and then gilblie showed up, he was locked out of his house, so he walked around some more and talked and THEN we got to see his puppy. i feel in love....with the puppy. he was sooooo cute so we played around thee for awhile then erin went home. the next morning erin and i had plans to go to zerofest, where 20 bands play 12 to 12, yeah, well we had a problem erin mom, has a problem in trusting erin... so i waited for lick 30 min listening to them fighting i felt so bad for erin. my mom offered to drop us off but her mom wanted an adult there. -sigh-, so we finally got her to say yes a bam we where in downtown we spen like 30min looking for it but we found it. we both bought black zerofest shrits, then we got bored and walk to 4th street and got icecream then walked back. we sat around and listen to the bands. i dont really like that music, and felt out of place, BUT then sock puppet mafia played and woken my eyes to the punk/rock/emo/goth music, i think i found my husband well, atleast he is ontop of my husband list, chad the singer of SPM. OMG he was sooo hot and i love him. i bought there cd and it is soooo go i listen to it 3 times in a row. i lov eit talso. there where a lot of hot guys and i was happy.i guess i can give that type of music a chance in my black soul. so today i went to the art fair with my mom and finally got my kerry/edwards shrit i am happy. i am goin to wear it to skool, i probley get in troble it dosent pass dresscode. so, i have to do homework now and i have lots of it and i still need to shower i smell funny so lots of love
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| Date: | 2004-09-27 21:26 |
| Subject: | i am so sorry |
| Security: | Public |
| Mood: | sad | | Music: | i am too sad to listen to music |
ok, i've hurt my best friend and i feel sooo bad about it. i've just learned about it. it invole a misunderstanding, i'd answered a question when someone asked and i guess "someone" took it the wrong way. i promise "someone" i wouldnt say anything about if i told the truth. so "someone" belives that my friend like this someone. which is way off since she like emo boys that are very pretty. and i guess "someone" told alot of ppl inculuding my friend's bro -which is a no no- so she heard it for another friend and i dont blame her for being mad at me but, i gave her my side of the story and i hope she forgives me. from now on i will tell her everything that involes her plus stories. i am so gald that i am friends with her or i will still be stuck with m-muder. i want her to trust me again b/c i feel that i can be trusted and i trust her. so, befor i cry -emo moment- i wish to be forgive and i would do anything to make up for this mistake...
ps. i am not a lesbo i was repented for my sins'
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